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I'm supposed to be writing a paper due tomorrow so we'll make this quick.

Danny went to MD for photography training and excelled, then came home and went straight back to douchebaggery. Blah.

School is half kicking my ass and half awesome. I have to survive this semester with nothing lower than a C. I can do it right? Right.

Dec 10 is my last final, then I have my internship starting January, then I'm done. OMFG. next big decision is to go to Academy or just try to get a civilian job. Hmmm.

I think I'm falling in love with someone I've never physically seen. Who'd have thought an assignment on Second Life for a computer class could turn into something like this. It scares the shit out of me, and I'm also worried about being judged. He's amazing, we have a lot in common, and I'm being careful. Blah I dunno it just sounds "weird" and that title irks me. Halp.

I miss my friends, RL and online. Totally kinda lost touch with the word this semester, and damn it flew by.

No shitty roommate to bitch about this semester. My roommate is a phD and she has as much of a life as I do lol so it's usually quiet around her.

I'm on a new music kick. Just today I downloaded Next to Normal, the Last Five Years, and Mayer's new album. Yum.

Pure harmony warms my soul, and before the Glee album I forgot that feeling.

Ok back to being productive. I promise to do better here, I miss you all!

♥

I haven't posted in awhile so here's a writers block thingy.

Absolutely. I think monogamy is essential to a serious relationship. I'm curious to see what reasoning other people have behind NOT believing in monogamy. If for no other reason, how about health issues? Yes we all say we get tested and people will do get tested for their partners to get laid, but it's a pretty easy thing to lie about if the other person is trusting and doesn't need paper proof. And I think it's absolutely essential for trust reasons. I don't think we all have to find our soul mates right away, but when it gets to a point in the relationship that there are strong, genuine feelings, a commitment of some kind and an actual INVESTMENT in the relationship is the next step.

I don't think everyone has to get married by the age of 30 (or at all) but monogamy is the one thing I do expect for everyone.

Not that anyone here would really notice. I've been super super busy. I move out on Thursday, I have five finals this week, and I'm a basket case. Maybe I'll have a celebratory long ass post on Thursday to catch you (me) up. Some people suck, I adore some people, and that's about it.


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I've had this thing like a week? Two? And I'm already skimping on replies. Woopsie!

Uhhh I had the most counterproductive weekend ever--I had the apartment completely to myself and rather than being a good student and confining myself to my room for hours on end, I did absolutely nothing and laid around the apartment. Wait I take that back, I did clean my room and change my sheets, do laundry. But educationally, I did nothing.

Easter was pretty cool. I can't remember the last time we were all able to get together (my two brothers and one of my uncles was missing this time around). It was fun nonetheless. I survived the Toth fireball (a spoon of horseradish taken with a shot of whiskey to represent the bitter herbs and gall (sp?) that Jesus was given before he was crucified). Hungarian traditions are cuh-razy. But, I'll definitely keep it going in my family. I laughed a lot and I feel strangely close to my sister. Hm. I tried Smithwicks for the first time (No, it's not pronounced phonetically. It's Irish. It's "smiddicks". You're welcome) and it's fantastic. I felt kinda guilty not liking Guinness so yay for finding an Irish beer I can handle. Mom got me a sweet makeup kit (18 different eye shadows, some blushes, some lip colors, eye pencils, mascara, bronzer, etc) from Ulta from "the Easter hamster" and some Reese's eggs. Yum.

This week is only two days in and it's flying by. My roommate is disgusting STILL. I can't wait until I can blog about how clean and lovely things are in my life. I snapped on Monday. She was sitting around watching my TV, left the trash overflowing, and hadn't touched the bathroom in officially a month. She offered to take out the trash, but I told her I already was and started to storm out. Then I whirled around and gave her my best bitch face asking "Do you think maybe in your TV watching today you could fit in cleaning the bathroom?" She was not amused. Two hours later I get a text saying that she cleaned it, stop bugging her, I'm not her mother.

I'm gonna slap this bitch. I countered that if she'd clean it every other week like we agreed, I wouldn't have to remind her would I? And I told her to grow up. I didn't even TOUCH the fact I'm not her mother, but trust me. I thank my lucky stars DAILY. She babbled some other shit about only 3 more weeks and she is grown and la te da. Whatever, I'm done with her. I have too much shit and too many finals to focus on than to deal with her unhygienic, desperate, pathetic, inconsiderate, whiny, immature, spoiled, ignorant ass. How's that? :) (Btw we just did the cleaning agreement for the end of the semester and guess who's doing the bathroom? Not I! I'm doing the living room and our dining area. Failure to clean it to spec results in a $50 cleaning fee. Eat that, sugar.)

Here I am on Tuesday. Got a 96 on the Criminal Law paper I damn near killed myself over. Tres bien, I was quite pleased. Unfortunately, I have a 6-9 page paper due bright and early Thursday morning at 9:30, that I have yet to start. Oops. I'll either get my ass in gear and make a few waves tonight, or I'll go to bed and work until I die after class tomorrow (I'll get out at 3:30ish, so even if I spend an hour per page, I'll be in bed before midnight depending on how many I do). It won't take an hour a page, it's just a matter of being motivated, which I'm not.

I'm a junior, 3 semesters away from graduating with my Bachelor's, and I have senioritis. Problem.

Whyyy did I stay up so late?! Word from the not so wise--don't stay up til 3 when you have to get up at 8:30, you were tired all day to begin with, and you have a tendency not to sleep through the night. Kill me now.

Luckily I have a 2 hour and 15 minute break between my second and third classes today. I'll grab some lunch and sleep my life away. Oh yes I will.

Six Flags tomorrow. Kinda excited but I think Kailey bailed. That leaves us at an odd number. Who wants to ride a roller coaster alone or with a stranger? Hmph. Plus it's cold as hell and I don't want to cart around a jacket only for it to end up hot as hell by the middle of the day.

I have another Criminology test Thursday. I started filling out my study guide last night and hope to finish it tonight. Then I can just read and read when I get home Wednesday. Three days worth of effort studying should get me out of the "D" range right? It seems like that's going to be quite a feat...I don't know anyone that's gotten higher than a C on this woman's tests. This is the last one before the final and I'm determined to get my average up there so I can prove her wrong and not have to take this class again. That would be inconvenient.

Here's to hoping that my nap will give me some supercharge energy. I'd like to be done with the study guide fairly early so I can relax tonight.

Oh and I still hate my nasty roommate.

Love.